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Amelia Wil Tesla Saillune ([personal profile] saillune) wrote2023-06-10 04:45 pm
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[personal profile] frogzoned 2023-06-11 07:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[ yes and he seems a bit awkward to be caught in the mcdonalds eating apple pies on sunday morning. its fine. ]

Ah, yes, hello - I was just stopping in here before heading to that gym. It's-- You know. The carbs! For energy.
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[personal profile] frogzoned 2023-06-12 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
Not exactly.

But I thought, as good a time as any to start making a change! I mean, the world is most likely ending, and there is the possibility of being completely erased from existence, but they do say that working out gives you, ah. Endorphins, or whatnot.
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[personal profile] frogzoned 2023-06-12 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
It is ending.

[ well, ]

Mine, at least! I don't know about yours. Possibly yours next, however. From what I understand, it's spreading.
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[personal profile] frogzoned 2023-06-16 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
The times of shadow and all that-- but. Well, I won't say don't worry, because we're attempting to stop it, but I would worry a little. Considering at least two of us are dead now. But some very competent people! Still alive! Hopefully!
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W0 - SATURDAY

[personal profile] frogzoned 2023-06-18 01:56 am (UTC)(link)
. . . I have no idea what to think of any of that.

[ HE.



RIBBITS.
]

Do you think she really did hit him with that Pipa?
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[personal profile] frogzoned 2023-06-18 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
We did, eventually.

You are-- a big fan of justice and all that, right?
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[personal profile] frogzoned 2023-06-18 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
This is a great deal of confidence in all of us. I am not so sure myself, but it does actually feel better hearing you say it like that.
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[personal profile] frogzoned 2023-06-18 10:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Hah. Yes. One team.

... You think it will stay like that? I can't imagine that it won't start, you know. Crumbling a bit as the pressure is on.
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W1 - SATURDAY

[personal profile] frogzoned 2023-06-25 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ hi amelia where you at. it's fine, gerard will just come over to join her wherever she's at. ]

I ... didn't think it would be so simple.
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[personal profile] frogzoned 2023-06-25 02:04 am (UTC)(link)
I suppose we have gotten it correct both times now.

[ he'll just go sit down on a bench somewhere. it's fine being outside for a bit. ]

Still, feels like a bit of a hollow victory. It doesn't help him anyway. He is still gone.
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[personal profile] frogzoned 2023-06-25 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
It really seems as if we can't do anything to help anyone, can we?

[ but he realizes that's a depressing thought. he can't really drag himself out of it tonight. ]

Do you think it counts as justice? When someone has been caught?
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[personal profile] frogzoned 2023-06-25 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
I think ...

[ he has to consider it. ]

That is an admirable thing to believe. You would fit in, at home. Stories are often about that kind of thing.
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[personal profile] frogzoned 2023-06-26 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, well. Me either. You know.

[ gestures. frog. ]

Probably we do? There are all kinds of stories. What are the kinds you have?
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W4 - MONDAY

[personal profile] frogzoned 2023-07-11 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ pigs happen, have a mem ]

ou see Princess Elody turns to Snow White - cold, and slim and frightening as always, eyes dark and glimmering, and to the Beast, huge, - and says, “May I speak with Prince Gerard privately?

She’s awkward. You’re awkward. There’s a long silence between you two. But she’s always been braver than you, so she begins first.

So you're traveling... Okay. I'm very glad to see you. It's been explained to me how this all sort of works, that…” She has to pause. Catch a breath in her throat. ”I found your body in the other world.

“Oh.”

You can’t do anything but stare in response to that. Huge frog eyes, looking almost either direction.

… And I was very... I was destroyed. I was destroyed to see it. I am glad that you are, in some way, still here, still alive.

It takes you another long moment to find the words.

“I’ve been hearing of your exploits, and I've... That's sort of why all my friends are putting on an act. I think they really were excited for us to meet again, because I've really wanted to say some things to you. I'm just, I'm sorry. I know that you've been dealing with all of this for much longer than I've been dealing with it, and I'm sorry that I made you do that alone, and that my desire and that my desire to sort of keep our happy ending to sort of keep our happy ending meant that I was pretending that bad times weren't here, and that meant that I wasn't there for you in the bad times. So, you know, I don't expect anything of you, and... I don't know exactly where we left off, but if you've moved on, which I would understand if you have, that's all right, and if you haven't, we can figure it out after all of this, maybe.

I'm rambling, but I just wanted to say I'm sorry.”

I appreciate it. I don't know that you've done anything so horrifying that it warrants forgiveness, but I accept the apology.

“Well, I think as your partner, the trouble you were taking on should've been my trouble as well, but it was something you had to face alone.”

I can't blame you, Gerard.

You were a prince. You were cursed, and you escaped, miraculously. A condition was met that never should've been met, and you should have been swallowed by a heron in a lake outside the castle.

And you weren't, and maybe you were just aware that no matter what you did for the rest of your life, the story people were going to tell about you was that there was a period of years where you were a frog. If you'd become amazing at statecraft or signed some important treaty, well, that's just what princes do. That's not the kind of thing they tell stories about, and I never faulted you for believing that it had ended. And I think I carry a lot of anger, because I think the way I was brought up by my mother and father led me to believe that at the end of extraordinary and unprecedented things, you just sort of float like a lily pad on a pond. But it never really stops, and the truth is, the adventures I had falling in love with a frog were one of the simplest, most straightforward of my life, and all of the things they don't tell stories about were infinitely harder. And I guess I assumed you would come with me, and I had a lot of anger and resentment that you weren't.

But when I saw your body in Elegy, I don't know, a lot of that anger left. So I appreciate you saying what you needed to say.


“Yes, I don't blame you for being angry. I think that the story that's happening now, I've come to learn, will maybe lead to something better. Because you're right, stories don't just end.”

There's a whole lot left in that ever after. If you had never found me, if I hadn't been able to come here, what would you be doing now?

“If I could be honest, Elody, if I didn't know you were out there fighting, I wouldn't have done it. I would have done nothing. But you inspire me.”

She looks stricken. Not frightened, but. Terrified in a different way. Heartbroken again. “I’m going to... I just need a minute.

And she excuses herself from the hall.

You sit down.

You aren’t really a prince right now.

You just sit to have a moment, because the conversation with Elody, she didn't yell at you. There was no anger, but it also didn't resolve. It wasn't like a joyful reunion, and I think partway through sitting in this empty room, because I think your friends have gone off to the library, part of the way through this moment, you realize that you are sitting with your legs fully folded to either side of you, perfect frog pose. Your musculature and skeleton has changed so much that you're able to perfectly do that sit.

“ … Concerning.”
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[personal profile] frogzoned 2023-07-12 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ don't worry amelia it basically IS a really dramatic soap opera. wait until the part where he quite literally runs away and has to leave her behind again without time to warn her! ]

Oh, I don't know ... you just don't let her fight all the wars and don't help, and then run away with the women and children and eventually die in a desperate battle against a fairy and then leave her behind for another alternate world, and I think you'll be alright.