I'm not sure exactly, but he picked me in some way, and I'm grateful he did, even if it hasn't always been smooth sailing.

[he found a little girl in a dark story where she is meant to be a helpless victim, and he turned her into a person with the strength to fight to save the world. the process of turning her just cost a lot.]

I guess, but it sort of feels like being both hasn't been all that helpful, lately.